GOOD MORNING.

I WAS ABLE TO DO SOME READING LAST NIGHT, AND MY CHOICE FOR READING MATERIAL WAS THE LASTEST ANNE RICE VAMPIRE CHRONCIAL. I LOVE HER BOOKS. I LOVE LESTAT AND QUINN. IT BREAKS MY HEART TO KNOW THIS IS IT, THAT THIS IS THE LAST WE WILL EVER HEAR FROM LESTAT OR ANY OF HIS CHILDREN. BUT PLEASE NO ONE TELL ME THE ENDING I AM READING THIS ONE SLOWLY I WANT TO SAVOR EVERY WORD. I WANT TO LIVE IN THIS BOOK FOR A WHILE I THINK I MAY EVEN START OVER FROM THE BEGINING AGAIN SO I CAN BE SURE I GET EVERY LAST DROP, BEFORE I KNOW HOW IT ENDS.


REMEMBER I TOLD YOU OF THE PERSON I WAS SUPPOSE TO AVOID, WELL HE DROPPED BY LAST NIGHT TO DROP OFF SOME THINGS FOR OUR SON, AND HE WAS THERE AND GONE BEFORE I COULD EVEN GET HOME. I COULDN'T BELIVE HE DIDN'T STICK AROUND AT LEAST TO SAY HELLO. I WONDER NOW IF HE'S AVOIDING ME. IT PAINS ME GREATLY THAT WE AREN'T TOGETHER ANY MORE. AND I KNOW I SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM HIM BECAUSE WHEN I AM NEAR HIM, I FEEL EXCRUCIATING PAIN. IS IT POSSIBLE TO FEEL PAIN AND ECSTASY BOTH AT THE SAME TIME? IT MUST BE, BECAUSE HE LEAVES ME IN SUCH A STATE I CAN HARDLY FUNCTION. YOU KNOW WHEN YOU HAVE HAD GREAT SEX AND YOU GET UP AND YOUR LEGS FEEL WEEK AND YOUR HEART POUNDS IN YOUR CHEST AND YOU FEEL YOUR WHOLE BODY TREMBLE. WELL THAT HOW I FEEL JUST BEING IN HIS PRESENCE. CRAZY? YES. VERY CRAZY. AND WHY AREN'T WE TOGETHER? WELL I ASK MY SELF THAT VERY SAME QUESTION ALL THE TIME? I HAVE TO MEDITATE ON THAT ONE A WHILE LONGER. HE IS VERY IRRESISTIBLE. I MUST CONFESS I HAVE SABOTAGE HIS ATTEMPTS TO HAVE FEMALE FRIENDS. I CAN'T BEAR THE THOUGHT OF HIM HAVING SEX WITH SOME ONE ELSE, IT MAKES ME INSANE. I AM VERY SELFISH I DON'T WANT ANY ONE TO KNOW THAT PLEASURE. HE IS TRULY THE MOST EROTIC EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE. ................ WELL NOW I REALLY AM QUESTIONING WHY I LEFT HIM.

BUT YOU KNOW SEX IS LIKE AIR IT ISN'T IMPORTANT UNLESS YOU AREN'T GETTING ANY.